I finished an easy 5 mile run this pleasant Sunday evening hitting 1,300 miles for the year. I feel stale, bored and just not caring about whether I run or not. I thought about this as I walked through our neighborhood, wondering why I was in such a sorry mental state. I came to the conclusion that it's because I don't have any goals. Right now I'm just running so I don't get too fat. I have no races on the horizon and that may be a part of the problem.
I know that I'm extremely lucky to be able to run on an almost daily basis. A lot of men that I know, that I looked up to as runners, can't lace it up anymore due to injuries. These guys pushed themselves to the limits to get the most out of their bodies. I'm ashamed to say that I never really did that. One of them, Charlie Gray, who was a dominant figure in Kansas City road racing for more than a decade just had a knee replaced. I can't imagine Charlie not running.
As for racing, it's not an easy thing to do right now. I last ran in a real race in May. Since then I've joined the board of the Fort Myers Track Club. That's put me on the front lines of helping with race day set ups. I feel like it's only right that I give back to the sport that I love by doing the grunt work that makes it possible for others to enjoy a quality race.
I just need to scan the calendar and plot out a couple of weekends where I'm not working at a race. One of my favorites, the Naples Half Marathon is just a couple of months away. But I could certainly use a 5K or something under my belt before tackling 13.1 miles. I've got to race. You know the old saying, use it or lose it.